YOU...
I want you to know that my life has changed since I met you. You made me realize that being with someone is not a bad thing, that having someone to talk to and share moments is a blessing. My guilt consumes me every minute, because I feel like I will never be the perfect person that you need, that you deserve.
I fear that my heart is bigger than my body and that I might be losing myself when we are apart. Together is when I feel my most strength and apart I feel lost and confused. You are the person that I want to spend the rest of my life with; even if at this moment it seems untrue. When the rough times occurred is when I realized that I would rather spend a million rough times with you than spending a lifetime of loneliness without you. You can never be compared to any other person, nor would I ever want to be with anyone else but you. If you and I were not to last I believe that I would adopt animals to replace the unconditional love I have for you.
Throughout the day, I sit and daydream of what I imagine our lives could be. At the moment I know it is not easy, but I believe that love is about going through the trials that the world gives you to have a better understanding of your love for the other person; if you can withstand the worst of the times, then the rest seems to be simpler. You also grow to appreciate the little moments and things that your partner has that make you smile, cry, or things that just annoy you. You realize that if you didn't have all these things, you would never be completely happy; something in your life would be missing and you spend an eternity looking for it in other places when you had it in front of you all along.
I write this to you as a tribute to our anniversary. I want you to read and understand that as time goes by I realize that you were always the one thing I was missing in my life to make me unconditionally happy. My love for you has led me to be a better person and has given me strength when I needed it the most. So I dedicate this to you. I love you babe and pray that one day we will be together and when that day comes I will never let you go again.
